Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Blog 7: Freestyle: Jeannette Walls's The Glass Castle

I read Jeannete Walls's The Glass Castle again recently in preparation for teaching it as the common read in the fall. The first time I read it, I gobbled it up. I hit the point of no return early and couldn't put it down. I think it took me just two days to finish it. This time, because I knew the story, I read more slowly, still enjoying the reading but without the need to find out what happens.

What baffles me about this story is the parents' treatment of the kids. The parents are so self-involved that the mother paints instead of supervising her children, fails to hold a job despite having a teaching certificate, and blames the lack of food on her husband. Anytime the family owes too much money, the father carts everyone off to a new residence, "doing the skedaddle" (17). Eventually, the parents become homeless and seem to like it. What? I'm assuming that both have some serious mental health issues.

On the other hand, they teach their kids some important lessons: how to care for themselves, not to be sentimental, being patient with where life takes them, "good posture" from sleeping outdoors (18), the gift of gab. The kids are actually pretty well educated because the parents have a deep appreciation for science and the arts and impart their wisdom to the children.

Some of the moments of dramatic irony from the child's perspective are priceless: when a neighborhood kid calls Jeannette's dad a drunk like his dad, Jeannette retorts, "My daddy is nothing like your daddy! [. . .] When my daddy passes out, he never pisses himself!" (83) She's trying to say something positive about her dad but pretty much just admits that he's a drunk, too.

I think this book will make a good common reading book because it's accessible, we can all relate to the family dynamics in some respect, and it normalizes a variety of family relationships that often don't get covered in the media so that people can actually feel comfortable telling the truth about their histories without feeling like they've revealed something unsavory.

Works Cited
Walls, Jeannette. The Glass Castle. New York: Scribner, 2005.

Image Source:
The Glass Castle Cover Image. amazon.com. 1996-2012. Web. 18 July 2012. <http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/419l4z7I6RL._BO2,204,203,200_PIsitb-sticker-arrow-click,TopRight,35,-76_AA300_SH20_OU01_.jpg>.


Thursday, July 5, 2012

Blog 5: Freestyle: Kerouac On the Road


Jack Kerouac’s On the Road is a seminal road narrative detailing four journeys first-person narrator Sal Paradise makes in association with his friend Dean Moriarty. In his “Delicate Dynamics of Friendship,” George Dardess argues that On the Road is not a series of fragmented episodes but a novel tracing the rise and fall of the friendship between the two men. While I see On the Road as a novel also, I argue that the plot has a slightly different focus. For me, On the Road is more of a Bildungsroman, Sal’s journey into adulthood. Key to this journey is Sal’s search for a male role model. Initially, that model is Dean, but as the novel progresses, Sal’s perception of Dean becomes more conflicted, and he tries to separate his own philosophical search from Dean’s destructive behaviors. In the end, Sal accepts some conventional male roles as necessary to his own happiness. In accepting these roles, Sal achieves a balance between individual enlightenment and responsibility toward others. His accomplishment demonstrates that one person’s freedom is necessarily limited by the freedom of others.

In Part One, Sal lacks a male role model and clings to the promise of hanging out with Dean that launches him across the country as a hitchhiker. Part One begins with Sal’s predicament: his parents are dead, so he has no father figure to provide a suitable male role model. Since Sal and his wife have divorced and this experience has negatively affected him enough to make him ill and despairing about finding meaning in life, Sal clearly needs a role model to help him transition into a more effective adulthood. It’s also evident that Sal has not found an appropriate role model during his military service, as he rejects guns and violence and displays of power, such as that associated with the presidential inauguration.

Stepping into this void, Dean provides inspiration. Sal would like to be “mad” like Dean, “mad to live, mad to talk, made to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, [. . . to] burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars” (5-6). The image of the fireworks is beautiful. The flame represents passion, the fact that fireworks light up the sky indicates their power, and their momentary duration parallels the “everything at the same time” desire of youth to spend their energy in the moment rather than spread out over their adult lives. Sal spends Part One anticipating being with Dean, not “talking to Dean for more than five minutes in the whole time” he was in Denver (59). That fact that Dean is largely absent yet pulls Sal like a magnet indicates his power over Dean’s life.

In Part Two, Dean becomes a physically present role model, as Sal spends time with him, listening to his stories and following his exhortations to “dig” lived experience. By simple force of personality, Dean is able to change Sal from wanting to stay with his girlfriend Lucille to thinking of Lucille as an “affair [that] wouldn’t last much longer” and as someone who wants Sal “to be her way” (125). Dean’s presence turns commitment to women into the stereotypical “ball and chain,” the bride who will tie men down to domestic cares and the working world. The fact that Lucille is already married and that Dean’s wife Marylou is present and desirable just makes it easier for Sal to view Lucille this way. In substitute for domesticity, Dean indicates he plans to help Sal “’finally get it’” (127), which seems to the ultimate in ecstatic experience of living: never being “’hung-up, [. . .] go[ing] in every direction, [. . .] let[ting] it all out, [. . .] know[ing] time, [. . .] ha[ving] nothing to do but rock back and forth’” (127). “It” is the ultimate connection with the world, both peaceful and dynamic, both timely and eternal, and most importantly not “hung-up” on conventional rules, not responsible to anything or anyone. As a model for masculinity, Dean epitomizes the free man who doesn’t let rules or the needs of others drag him down. Meaning occurs only in constant motion.

Toward the end of Part Two, when Dean abandons Sal and Marylou without money in San Francisco, Sal begins to question Dean’s approach as potentially dangerous to himself and others. Once he and Marylou finally find a place to stay and food, Sal thinks to himself, “Where is Dean and why isn’t he concerned about our welfare?” (171) The kind of man who would light out after sexual pleasure before ensuring his first wife and his friend had the means to take care of themselves begins to be less appealing when Sal is on the receiving end of his insensitivity. The failure of Dean as an ideal coincides with Sal’s depression regarding the trip: “It was the end; I wanted to get out” (178). The failure of Dean’s as a role model puts Sal back where he began in Part One: sullen and uncaring.

When Sal returns to Dean in Part Three, Dean lacks the old magic that made him a mentor to Sal. Galatea challenges Dean’s lifestyle, saying “’you haven’t had any sense of responsibility for anyone,’” and when Dean can’t “talk[] his way out,” Sal feels compelled to defend him, yet he can’t quite work himself up to full faith in Dean. Dean is “the HOLY GOOF,” the ultimate “BEAT,” both pitiful and “Beatific.” He is a man experiencing revelations but no longer any that might be shared or used to purify life. Sal’s best defense of Dean is to indicate he and Dean are going to Italy (194-95). In answer to Dean’s failure, Sal uses the road as an escape. No longer does Dean’s image promise an answer or a destination for a man tired of the world; Dean simply represents prolonging the moment of escape.

Sal’s disappointment in Dean permeates the rest of Part Three and the trip to Mexico City in Part Four. He comments, “With frantic Dean I was rushing through the world without a chance to see it” (206), and he tells Dean, “’You’re really going much too fast’” (227). Sal is ready to slow down and make more mature connections. When Dean steals multiple cars, Sal is the one who moves the stolen cars to try and to keep the law from coming down on their friends. He cares about them and doesn’t want them to be hurt by Dean’s illegal actions. The image of roman candles (fireworks) reoccurs in that sequence, but no longer is it filled with exuberance for life. Instead, the fireworks are “lonely as the Prince of the Dharma who’s lost his ancestral grove and journeys across the spaces between points in the handle of the Big Dipper, trying to find it again” (223). In this revised version, the fireworks indicate loneliness and loss of place. The “Prince of the Dharma” is Buddha who belongs in his “ancestral grove” but can no longer find it. The fact that one of the holiest of men has lost his place and is wandering the stars suggests that the world itself is lost and ordinary men, men like Dean and Sal, are in even more trouble. In this off-kilter world, Dean cannot model masculine behavior for Sal. Sal needs to find his own path.

Ultimately, when Dean abandons Sal during Sal’s illness in Mexico City, he demonstrates that he is not a caring and reliable friend. When Sal gets well, he “realize[s] what a rat [Dean] was” (303). In this act, Dean once again proves his is not a good male role model but merely an acquaintance whose company lasts as long as it serves his own self-interest.

In the end, Sal becomes his own man, falling in love with his dream-girl Laura and rejecting the urge to skip out on a Duke Ellington concert to hang out with Dean. Although life lacks some of the spontaneity Sal enjoyed with Dean, Sal no longer needs to travel to “dig” “all the people dreaming” along the road across America (307). He has family and friends nearby who care about him. The last image of the father Dean never found confirms that Sal never found a father in Dean, but he is mature enough now to understand that “nobody knows what’s going to happen to anybody,” and that that lack of control is OK. In recognizing Dean’s version of freedom and masculinity as lacking in real affection, Sal is finally able to separate from Dean’s influence and begin to make a meaningful life for himself.

In reflecting on the balance Sal achieves in growing into his own man, I think of the fact that Dean never understood freedom. He only understood half of freedom, his half. There is another half of freedom that belongs to all the other “people dreaming” in the world. If I assume that my freedom belongs to me as a human being, and I believe that other people are also human, I must admit that my freedom is limited by my responsibility to theirs. The fact that Dean never developed responsibility to others made him a poor male role model for Sal. The fact that Sal grew into a man capable of caring for and taking responsibility for his treatment of others emphasizes the need for this more mature view of freedom.

Works Cited

Dardess, George. "The Delicate Dynamics Of Friendship: A Reconsideration Of Kerouac's On The Road." American Literature: A Journal Of Literary History, Criticism, And Bibliography 46.2 (1974): 200-206. MLA International Bibliography. Web. 20 June 2012.
Kerouac, Jack. On the Road. New York: Penguin, 1955. Print.

Blog 4: "The Lottery"

Here's my "Lottery" quote-response from a prior year:  http://nknowles-reading.blogspot.com/2011/07/blog-post-4-lottery.html

Blog 4: "Miss Brill"

Here's my "Miss Brill" quote-response from a prior year:  http://nknowles-reading.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-entry-4-quote-response.html

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Blog 3 Freestyle: Pamela Steele Greasewood Creek

I know Pamela Steele as a writer from Eastern Oregon who has read her work in La Grande, so I was excited to pick up her novel Greasewood Creek at a reading earlier this year. The novel is a series of scenes in the life of protagonist Avery from different moments in time. In childhood, Avery's sister drowned when she was supposed to be watching her. In adulthood, Avery's child is stillborn, a loss that her relationship with Davis cannot overcome, giving her perspective on her parents' difficulties as parents, partners, and people after the death of Avery's sister. Ultimately, Avery finds purpose in delivering babies.

Two aspects of this book were particularly powerful: the language is very spare. Steele provides language like line-drawn images, giving the reader just enough to live with and feel for the characters and nothing more. This gives the reader energy to focus on the details of the story and plenty of room to imagine the rest of the characters' lives.

The other aspect I appreciated was the use of the Eastern Oregon landscape as a character. Here is an example: "A south wind sizzles through the dry grass, brushes Avery's bare legs, rises into the limbs of the cottonwoods. It surges through a swath of apple trees to the east, whispers the names of her sister, grandmother, father before it rushes north across the pasture toward the only other house she's lived in" (1). A living thing, almost sentient, that landscape keeps Avery company throughout her life, and as a transplant to Eastern Oregon, I love getting the feel of Steele reveling in all of its details. 


The only part of the book that didn't sit well with me was the sexual abuse Avery experienced as a child. Given Avery's losses of sister and baby, the abuse almost seemed like too much--and doesn't every female character in literature get abused as a child? Of course, intellectually I know the abuse demonstrates the devastation Avery's mother experienced in losing her child--so devastated was she that she could not look out for the safety of her other daughter. I also know that at least 25% of women will be sexually abused at some point in their lives, so there actually aren't enough stories that realistically include that experience. All the same, I think the story could have operated fine without that additional pain. 


Works Cited
Steele, Pamela. Greasewood Creek. Berkeley: Counterpoint, 2011. Print. 


Image Source
Greasewood Creek Cover Image. amazon.com. 1996-2012. Web. 1 July 2012. <http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=Greasewood+Creek>.

Blog 2: Miss Emily (Take 2)

Here's my 2011 post regarding "A Rose for Emily":  http://nknowles-reading.blogspot.com/2011/06/blog-2-miss-emily.html